By Creative Messy Me
Welcome to my blog, a place for me to express my reality of widowhood. A hood I never expected to enter at the age of 34. throughout the journey of my Husbands sickness, I found writing was my escape, a way of releasing some of the thoughts that blocked my mind. While Daniel was with us, I felt strong and succeeded to do everything expected of me as a carer to my husband, and a Mother to our children. I had a purpose and that was to live our life as best as we can, while looking after the man I love so much. A purpose that I was proud of. I think we made each other strong and that is how we got through a horrendous time. Now Daniel has ended his journey in this life, I feel I have no purpose, I am not sure who I am, Where I am going, I am lost. Scared. Alone. Everything has changed. I hope I bring some comfort to others who are on a similar journey. That they can resonate with me.
I hope you can take something out of my blog. I plan for it to be brutally honest. A no holds back account of marriage, love, cancer, death and grief.
I wish no one would go through what I have been through, but I know I am not alone, and unfortunately so many more will join the ‘hood’
So know I am here, waiting to help.
Love Ner xx
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” I have been broken, I have known hardship, I have been where you are. Yet I attempt to move forward, step by step, day by day, slowly growing stronger than I have ever been ”
-Nerys Muir
Surviving Widowhood 